Dazed Vision

My Dazed Vision

the vision in my brain won't let you go
because I just wanted to let you know
how much I wanted to be with you
like so
the sight of you it makes me desire you
makes me want to be with you, it drives me to love you

I could still see your smile and makes me happy
your blonde hair, your brown eyes keeps me locked to you
when I watch you at your ballet it makes me cry
when I see how good you really are and it makes you happy
I see your power and it hypnotizes me, it makes me want to die
and my sister knows that I would do anything for you

why didn't you tell me?
how you felt toward me
why didn't you tell me?
that you didn’t want to be seen by me
why didn't you tell me?
of how much you disliked me
why didn't you tell me?
of my dazed vision

its a dazed vision I live in
a dazed vision
like the vision in my brain
a dazed vision
the tears fall from my eyes and down the drain
a dazed vision
when you lead me on and treat me like I’m plain
a dazed vision
I can feel your dagger stab me, like its sin
A dazed vision

I see your emotions towards me
I tell my sister how much you mean to me
I relive the memories of when we first met, a fantasy in notion
I feel so alive, I feel so happy I feel immortal and its a fantasy set in motion
I rose for you, I treated you like a queen,
I got your autograph because you’re a star and I made every excuse to see you
just to be with you
and then you led me on
why didn't you tell me?
how you felt toward me
why didn't you tell me?
that you didn’t want to be seen by me
why didn't you tell me?
of how much you disliked me
why didn't you tell me?
of my dazed vision

its a dazed vision I live in
a dazed vision
like the vision in my brain
a dazed vision
the tears fall from my eyes and down the drain
a dazed vision
when you lead me on and treat me like I’m plain
a dazed vision
I can feel your dagger stab me like its sin
a dazed vision

can you see my soul?
can you remember my visits?
into your dreams
can't you see
I needed you
needed to be you
just to be with you

you were precious to me, innocent and beautiful
I can't use my vision
I would rather sew my eyes shut than to open my eyes
I hoped I was wrong and pray you’ll talk to me
even after you hurt me, but I know you won’t
because lead me on and said you have a boyfriend
even though I don’t think you do

I wanted these moments to be
I wanted to be with you
just to see you
and through this dazed vision
I make believe I'm still with you even though I should’ve been
just to be with you

why didn't you tell me?
how you felt toward me
why didn't you tell me?
that you didn’t want to be seen by me
why didn't you tell me?
of how much you disliked me
why didn't you tell me?
of my dazed vision

its a dazed vision I live in
a dazed vision
like the vision in my brain
a dazed vision
the tears fall from my eyes and down the drain
a dazed vision
when you lead me on and treat me like I’m plain
a dazed vision
I can feel your dagger stab me like its sin
a dazed vision 

"Dazed Vision"
Red and Blue Dragon Fantasy LLC.
Ryan Keith Johnson
Copy Right 2012
All Rights Reserved.

Also available on "The Legacy Anthology" and "Red Dragon Fantasy; Song Lyrics and Poetry". Also available on Kindle.

Admission 3:55

you were the one
that I liked very much, the one I wanted very much
the one that I felt strongly towards
I left everything behind in my little town
to go, come down and visit, to be with you

I see your beautiful long black hair
and your hypnotic blue eyes
I see you smile and everything seems fair
but like every relationship it ends in sad good-byes
we get a photo and I can tell you don’t care
and I know I’m not the only one here, I’m not the only competing for you love
life is too short to get upset and life isn’t always fair
it was so wonderful to see you here

year after year
I've been waiting here for you
I've been waiting here for you
year after year
I’ll be waiting here for you
year after year

admission 3:55
I’ll be taking the bus to visit you
admission 3:55
I’ll be thinking about you
admission 3:55
I’ll be dreaming about you
admission 3:55
a reality of friendship for you
admission 3:55

after I look at my ticket
I sit to wait for you
I look at my watch and its almost time
is it time to go? everyone is leaving to go home
I fear I made a mistake, but then I see you come
I’m blown away at how attractive you are

day after day, we make each day
and I can tell I’m not the one you want

every word cuts like a knife and its more than I can say

you could be more than my pen pal, you could be my best friend
and we could make it more than you could ever want
but its not what you want and all I am is a friend

year after year
I've been waiting here for you
year after year
I've been waiting here for you
year after year
I’ll be waiting here for you

admission 3:55
I’ll be taking the bus to visit you
admission 3:55
I’ll be thinking about you
admission 3:55
I’ll be dreaming about you
admission 3:55
a reality of friendship for you
admission 3:55

I got a round class ticket
got a long cost ride before me
can't stand the wait
the common mark hysteric state

I roll the window down
to get some last words to you
the first few days with you
were a blessing
I said that the last few words to you and they were meant for you
I saved the last few words and they were meant for you

year after year
I've been waiting here for you
year after year
I've been waiting here for you
year after year
I’ll be waiting here for you

admission 3:55
admission 3:55
I’ll be thinking about you
admission 3:55
I’ll be dreaming about you
admission 3:55
a reality of friendship for you
admission 3:55

I’ll be taking the bus to visit you

"Admission 3:55 " 

Red and Blue Dragon Fantasy LLC. 

Ryan Keith Johnson 

Copy Right 2012 

All Rights Reserved. 

Available on "The Legacy Anthology" and "Red Dragon Fantasy; Song Lyrics and Poetry" 

Also available on Kindle.